Egg noodles and ketchup

January 30, 2026

I'm allowing myself this one lament.

I've spent the past decade or so working really hard to be a good computer programmer.

A skill self-taught, hard-won through an unending series of challenges. It was a constant battle to learn, solve puzzles, and to know how much I didn't know.

And I loved it. Every project, every new language, every happy result.

Lately, I've understood that it was never the result that fulfilled me; it was the challenge of getting there.

The journey, not the destination; to be a bit cliché.

And now with Claude Code it feels like the end of Goodfellas when Henry Hill says, "and now it's all over".

https://youtu.be/L1PMraLG8Dw?si=za79Jjw_oVfIWPD1&t=476

I know for some, scratch that, most, these tools have bestowed a sense of empowerment. I am empowered, too. But I am not fulfilled.

I'll still code and let Claude code for me, but I'm also looking for my next challenge. Perhaps I'll become a better writer.

More to come.